unfaithful

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know where
I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... a murderer

His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

p/s: dedicate diz song to dr.Ish :)

raya ke-6

 

1st raya kat umah wa wif anas,liana,afiq,ija,arol,aiqal n epa

 

just arrive kt kpg wif ija n epa

 

d umah pzah

konvoi raya '06


masa d umah janah....

my house...

kt semariang pinggir

kt semariang pinggir juak

d umah e'e
ps:antara pic2 masa raya

yuhuuuuuu....
assalamualaikum wbt.....lamak dh xnulis lam blog...erm..pejam celik pejam celik, dh masuk ari ke 6 kita beraya..so far...raya thn tok rasanya x semeriah thn2 lpas..ntahlah cne kurangnya...
dr raya ptama smpe raya ke5 aku xda d umah...bjarah raya jak keja..hehehe

raya ptama...as usual g balit kmpg nenek belah mak n bapak...raya kedua..paginya g umah udak kat siburan...udak molah open house...then petangnya g umah didie d kota samarahan...
pzah embak suruh nemannya g umah didie dgn bg.sayid..ingatkan mek 3 jak g tp bg.krol da juak...huahuahua....nang kepak tetak dlm keta eh..lawak nar bg.sayid ya....then g batu kawa...then g semariang...dkat kol 12mlm bok smpe umah...

raya ke3 g jln2 ngan liyana n ija...g umah kwn liyana..umah hani..umah limah.....then makan kepsi d matang...hahaha..raya2 pun g kepsi juak....then g umah usu..daknya polah open house...mlm bok balit dr umah usu...singgah jap umah kak biah sia....

raya ke4 g kota samarahan juak agak kwn nurul...then jln2 g umah kwn2 lain...konvoi ngan dak e'e,mus,deddy,awg,eda,bai,nurul,nipah,limah,lenny etc....g umah cgu masniah....hahah..dh tua pn dpt angpau! makseh cgu mas!!

raya ke5 pn jln raya juak...p xda lah jauh glak...g umah kwn2 dikpun ajak...ari tok..ingat xbjln agik..tp kuar juak..g pasar boring da dok umah...huhuhu......xlamak gik nk xm
stdy pon blom gk tok..huhuhu.....

TEN!

TEN FAVOURITES
01. televison show: PHUA CHU KANG & SHIN CHAN
02. drink: TEH AIS
03. color: RED & BLUE
04. sport: VOLLEYBALL
05. mall: MYDIN! HAHAHH
06. music: SLOW ROCK!
07. food: AYAM KEPSI N BERGER MCD
08. season: HARI RAYA N LONG VACATIONS! HAHAHA
09. animal: QITTUN..MIAOOOO
10. city: KUCHING SARAWAK...my hometown!

TEN FACTS
01. hometown: KUCHING SARAWAK
02. hair color: BLACK
03. hair length: LOM UKUR GIK....
04. hair style: STRAIGHT
05. eye color: BLACK
06. shoe size: 8
07. mood: CAMPUR-CAMPUR..
08. orientation: LAST 2YEARS
09. available?: YUP...IM SINGLE!
10. lefty/righty: RIGHT

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love: YES
02. do you believe in love: OFKOS
03. why did your last relationship fail?: ERM...BIARLAH MEK 2 JAK TAU K!
04. have you ever been heartbroken: YES..HUHU...
05. have you ever broken someone's heart: YES...SO SORY...DIDNT MEAN AT ALL
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: ERM..NOPE
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: NOPE
08. are you afraid of commitment: NOPE
09. have you ever had a secret admirer: ERM...
10. do you believe in love at first sight: NOT REALLY...50% ONLY